They Don't See

Yes, I do laugh everyday
No one knows the thoughts in me and how much they weigh
Everyone sees me living and inhaling
With all that inhaling did you ever see me exhaling?
Yes I never did, all the pains are still caught in me
No matter how hard I try they don't set me free
They keep asking, just breathing or actually alive?
And then complain how a person can be depressed who is just 25?
They see me laugh, giggle and smile
But they don't see, what I try to mask meanwhile
They see me as a normal girl who likes to speak and talk
But they don't see, how I cry in night at 4 o'clock
All they see is that how she died
No one tried too see what all this way, she tried to hide