Will you ever

Will you Ever??

I don't think you will
Ever fully understand
How you've touched my life
And made that genuine smile come back

I doubt if you will ever
Ever ever understand
What if has got to be
Relieving memories of hopes
Dashed against mocking lies

Hidden behind a deceitful smile
The only means to keep moving
Although it never presented me with a smile
But it all gets better

I doubt if you will ever understand
The deserted bush and it aura
That create around me
The Atmosphere of deep relieve
To that Ventura or Hexagon
That is more of a dead end

You thought it was a dead end
It was a beginning of a life
That had left nothing but smile
Leaving trials of promises
In their abadoned path

I doubt if you will ever
Know how much it meant
Leaving unending smiles
To a once fading smile