Stolen rainbows

There is a pain in my chest
Where my heart used to be
There are tears in my eyes
That are blinding me
Let the season pass
Without my participation
Christmas wasn't merry
His lips didn't taste like yours
His touch wasn't magic
Was a mistake
I am not healed
I still feel your touch
The perfect match
Your rainbows aren't mine anymore
You were the sun in my sky
Now my life is cold
A frozen land
To numb to exist