Perder mi fan (ESP-ING) Losing my fan

Hola, buenos días, amigos
Mi fan número uno es una tía, ella es realmente es tía de mi mamá, su vida la dedico a sus sobrinos, Dios no le regalo hijos, pero si muchos sobrinos que la queremos y estamos pendiente de ella. Mi tía es profesora jubilada, tenía un carro con el cual me llevaba y traía a todas las partes que le pidiéramos.
Un día ya no pudo manejar, tuvo un accidente y vendió su carro, desde ese entonces la encuentro cambiada su mirada esta perdida, ya no habla mucho, muchas veces no sabe responder por lo que le preguntamos, solo se sienta a mirarme, pero su mirada no volvió hacer la misma.
Ya no sale sola, siempre debemos acompañarla. Antes de realizar las compras preparamos la lista de lo que vamos a adquirir, cuando llegamos al supermercado y saco la lista, ya no la recuerda.
Antes cuando íbamos de compra siempre me decía que agarrara alguna golosina, muchas veces ya no me recuerda que agarre algún dulce, a veces solo quiero que vuelva mi tía que recordaba todo.
Pero mi mamá me dijo que eso ya no iba a ser posible, que cada vez su mente no recordaría nada, a veces me asusto que me vaya de viaje y cuando vuelva ya no pueda recordarme. Me da sentimiento que no me pueda recordar y que pierda mi fan número uno.

Hello, good morning, friends
My number one fan is an aunt, she is really my mom's aunt, she dedicated her life to her nephews and nieces, God did not give her children, but she gave her many nephews that we love her and we are looking after her. My aunt is a retired teacher, she had a car with which she took me to and from wherever we asked her to go.
One day she could no longer drive, she had an accident and sold her car, since then I find her changed, her look is lost, she does not talk much anymore, many times she does not know how to answer what we ask her, she just sits and looks at me, but her look is not the same anymore.
She no longer goes out alone, we always have to accompany her. Before we go shopping we prepare a list of what we are going to buy, when we get to the supermarket and I take out the list, she no longer remembers it.
Before when we went shopping she always told me to grab some candy, many times she no longer remembers me to grab some candy, sometimes I just want my aunt who remembered everything to come back.
But my mom told me that that was not going to be possible anymore, that every time her mind would not remember anything, sometimes I get scared that I will go on a trip and when I come back she can no longer remember me. It makes me feel bad that she won't remember me and that I will lose my number one fan.

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