Some late night thoughts and weird dreams

Sometimes those deepest thoughts comes in late night when every thing around is silent.

This is the first time I am writing all because I am drowning in my thoughts.
Luckily I get to recover my account here.

Maybe I'll vent out and rant and journal here when I don't have anyone to talk to.

My mind is so loud while the surroundings are dead silent at night.
I like the quietness though, I just don't like it when someone breaks that sense of peace I am trying to have.

Have you ever had those moments when bad thoughts just suddenly comes in and then slowly anxiety creeps in and my mind goes..."what if this happens..."?
It's a crazy feeling I try not to pay much attention.
It comes and goes.
We all have our moments.

And lately it has been projecting in my dreams.
I had a weird dream that the second floor of our house is slowly breaking.
I woke up thinking what was that? In reality we don't have a second floor.
Then I realized, the house represents me and the second floor is my mind.
And lately I feel I am not in the best shape psychologically.
It makes sense why I had that dream.

I had lots and lots before this.
Dreaming of lots of road obstacles and in waking life I do have a lot of predicaments that I am dealing with thus, delaying of plans and changed of plans.

I guess my higher self is trying to warn me already.
2024 was a tough year for me and it's all emotional and psychological.

Hopefully, I could go back to this and look back at the end of the year and see how this year unfolds.🤞

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