I'm having a hard time.

Hello Steemit. Just wanted to use this blog for a minute to discuss what's been going on in my life.

I've been on and off the platform for a couple of months. I do see the potential in the platform and am incredibly drawn to it but I'm just having a hard time getting drawn in. I suppose it's because I know it's going to be a long time coming and I'm just having one of those days where nothing really matters to me.

I've quit my full time job months ago and have been pursuing various avenues to bring home income for myself and my family. I've been chasing dreams for a long time and realized I'm at a crossroads. I have a lot I want to do in life. I'm 30 now and I haven't accomplished anything that I'm particularly proud of. I don't know. I've had a pretty crazy life and I'm just still chasing those dreams because it's never time to give up on yourself. I know I can do it. I don't know.

I'm sure my tune will change soon.

Thanks for listening.