Desolation

It's been awhile y'all. I have been going through some things for some months now but I actually do feel great now.
So desolation,this word never came to my mind before until someone asked me why I was so desolate....hmmm, I felt the word was huge then I made my research

Desolation is a state of complete emptiness or destruction and I asked myself when was I ever like these. It also means a state of great unhappiness or loneliness..woah, someone actually saw me these way.
So I broadened my research what does desolation means biblically....so biblically, desolation means devoid of inhabitants and visitors or joyless, disconsolate and sorrowful or showing effect of abandonment and neglect.
Desolation as a feeling is just that feeling of unhappiness and hopelessness.
Desolation in conclusion to me is like being deserted or ruined. Why would you think someone just like you to be desolate such a terrible word to be used for a human.

To you who asked me why I am so desolate, I have got no answers for you because I am not desolate, never was and would never be and a little piece of advice never say words u don't know the in-depth meaning to anyone no matter how angry you are.
It's feels great to be back here.