in between

so many times in life I feel in between...

my life mostly feels a little like a puzzle .
my home land is Israel but at the moment I live with my swiss wife and child in Switzerland,
and that's a bit of a challenge,
before we decided to move I went to some channeler guy that I herd much good things about him .
he actually communicate with spirits that is guiding me and with my higher self and speaks it out to me .
so In many ways it's like talking to my self in a very interesting way .
I felt a some kind of an inner call to go there .

I was actually very scared and had much fears about the move to Switzerland me and my family are going to do .
I mean I knew that it's going to happen but I was not 100 % sure about it .
the information I got from the channeled session or maybe it's more exact to say the way I felt after was very good, I felt I'm doing the right thing and that I'm on the right wave in this life.
and It was not because the guy told me nice things ...
he helped me feel better when he told me I am going to suffer
and that it will take me much time to balance emotionally (about two years !) and that I will need to learn everything from the beginning and that i will have to find powers from somewhere if I want to do it ...
It was looking like all the conversation he was making me see that its going to be a crazy big challenge for me .
in a strange way this information brought a relief to my heart somehow to know that it will be hard was comforting me ... he also said that I'm needed there and there is a clear reason for this move ...

today I'm around 8 monts living in Switzerland and I can't say I balanced my self yet ... still learning the language still figuring out the culture still looking for my place but I feel the movement.
I can feel that I'm growing ,evolving , allowing the life to take me on .
so every time I feel in between and down ... I'm reminding myself that conversation and I try to rise this relief feeling that I had when I could see the higher perspective ...
like I'm doing right now ...
and like u can do right now ..
there is a always a reason for our challenge
and ther is always the possibility to choose in every moment what is the next step ...
trust devotion and truth ...
thank u for reading ...
one love
Aviv