Who am I?

So recently my daughter started going to nursery, and the silence and this alone time is rather odd to me.

I've spend 3 years, without really any alone time, you can see why so many mothers had loss their sense of self..

what now?
what do I do?
Who am I?
What is my thing?

There is no child to distract me, and for that it had given me a sense of self again.

Even though I do have a newborn, it is different... because of the time that went so fast, I often wonder.... what can I do differently? Why did I take everything so seriously? When I could of just enjoyed life.