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“We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.”
— “The Duchess of Padua”

I have been having an on going battle with myself. Years I have been dealing with it. It would cross my mind every once in a while. I didn’t think about it until recently. Recently a loved one asked me two questions . Where is my self-esteem? Why am I eating myself to death? I got quiet. I broke down when I was alone. There was a point in my life when I had no problem eating healthy. But I still had this little pooch that bothered me. Time passed and I got to a state of mind when I just said skip it. Skip this eating healthy stuff. Skip my little pooch. Who cares?! It’s my body! I told myself that happiness is not eating healthy. Happiness is me being comfortable with the little pooch I had. Happiness is me being comfortable with the pooch growing. Well it has grown! It’s so big that it looks like I am five months pregnant carrying twins. The truth is that is not happiness. At least not for me. A person that loves me helped me confront my truth. When the highs from my meals go away… I feel very crappy.