Wanting

After all that I have seen today at hand

I see myself in that same exact mirror
And all that arose around my human mind
It just can't be the same ever again
I wish there was a way to find my lack
As all I do is want instead of thank
I do practice gratitude every single day
But my mind is trained to desire more

Buy this or you are not good enough
That is what corporate minds promote
And I've spent way too much time chasing
Things that I don't really need after all
Is this me or am I flawed a certain way?
Either way I just want to be thankful
And focus not on the past or future
But the present moment, with all I have