Am I Not Just Lost?

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I am just in between among all the states in the image above. Am i not lost? 

Life is one complex thing. It is indeed made to appear easy and each day as i grow older, i understand these things better. I am indeed growing older and nothing about my future is just a bit clearer yet. It is appearing to getting unclearer instead. This is baffling and even scary. 

Read my mind for me please!