A New Earth Coming

Having been attracted to all emerging forms of understanding, I at one time was drawn to the channelers and their musings. What beautiful messages of hope for things to come. Fantastic events readied to unfold by those who have watched our realm from "above". Who does not resonate with the savior meme? Who of us in their lives has not wished for the miraculous "other" to save or enlighten us with a plan that could only be called divine?
Oh but the hopium loses its grip as the messages from outside ourselves fail to conjure a reality. It seems that the New Age was but another religion, installed to control those that snuck through past the more traditional control systems.
When I relly look at all the information I have been presented, there are countless devices that have been created to console and pacify this reality. It is easy to lose months, years, decades to any and all of them. I have stood the ground of so many thoughts and beliefs only to have to tear them down to start again.
Only now after many years and decades have I found joy in tearing the veils of my own uderstanding, that I might learn to trust my own innerstanding. I can take in all information and messaging and see what resonates with my body, and spirit. I am finding my way to not need to know and to tell, but rather to want to understand, and to listen