Not me

I do not understand.
Why I'm still here.
Stare at him with a hurt heart.
I do not understand.
Why did not I leave.
Step into my own world.
I do not understand.
Why should he be in a dream.
Strengthen my memory again.
Maybe I should be aware.
There is a taste I can not lie to.
Maybe I should be aware.
Too big this flavor.
Maybe I should be aware.
I can not afford to hate.
Maybe I should like this.
Paralyzed in the memories of the past.
Unable to go forget you.
Try to continue to love you.
Though you're no longer there for me

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