Crazy lifestyle

whenever I step out I feel like gangster walking
‎Got men ready to pull trigger whoever talking
‎And I ain't capping nigga I'm from the hood nigga
‎from section 8 where everybody's a crook nigga
‎Light up I'm smoking my pains out tonight
‎Did so many things wrong that ain't even right
‎Growing up to be this position this is all I ever wanted
‎Living my dreams at the peak I know I still get haunted
‎Bittersweeting feeling everyday since I lost my daughter
‎It hard to let go what you cherish most when's over
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