Missing

I can not do anything now
I can only bring my love home
Into the garden that I once built for you which is now barren
.
I just want to go home
Together with expectations I can no longer remember
I lost him won
May I be able to calm down
Sowing again longs in the fields of weeds
.
Let it be a memory
Slowly disappear
Because the heart has no chance
To return to you that I once called dear
.
Now all is just a shadow
That I purposely threw away
And now, let me be calm
At times that start swinging