THE NIGHT I LOST

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The night I lost myself,
Between reality and my thoughts,
I wish you were there protect me,
When the devil lies next to me
In a form of a gentle soul.

The night I lost the thing I hold on to,
I wish you were there to stop me,
From doing such guilty deed,
When the devil told me
To lie beside him as he kiss me.

The night I get confuse of what to do and
What to say, I should have said no but I
Kept me mouth shut as I hold his hand tight.
The word "NO" keep repeat itself on my mind over and over again.
But his arms were wrapped tight against my body as he whisper "Don't say no"

The night I lost the thing I never thought I'd treasured much,
I wish you were there to stop the devil from claiming me his,
Now i feel death but I still breath with a heart that wants revenge,
Yet my hands are tied as I nod to his every request.