Complicated mind

I feel like I don't know much. But I know few things and that's a start. For me to be sure what I want is not easy, it's because of life, it thought me that not all things I want is good for me. But I usually know what I don't want and that makes life a bit easier. My life never is easy I have complicated mind that even for me is tough to understand so I don't expect others to understand it anymore. But I do require support and respect if you are in my life and want to be close to me. Because none good things is easy in life...