My Poetry: Limits

It's 4am
And I'm awake

How long can I go without sleeping?
How long without eating?

How many cups of coffee can I drink?
How loud can my my music be?

How many people can I push away?
Before someone decides to stay

What is my limit?
How long till I reach it

Will I explode?
I am hoping my endless indulgence will blast me to another world
A better world

How long can I stay hoping?
How long?