DEPRESSED SOUL

My tears was ignored by people I thought would wipe it away.
I feigned a smile and got myriad of complement from the same mouth that seemed barren of words of consolation at the sight of my tears.
Depression knocked and wheeled itself into my abode without my permission.


I am a shadow of myself, weak and feeble like a boiled vegetable, bathing my pillows with my tears every night and coming out every morning with a countenance endowed with feigned smiles, for no one cares about the secrete battles which has been a threat to my existence.

Life seems boring to me. The feelings of not being loved back by those you once showed love, hurts me badly. My trusted friend betrayed me and shattered our friendship.

Imagine investing every dime on you in the quest of elevating yourself from poverty but at the end, you see yourself going back thousand miles backward. Becoming more worse or poorer than you were before just as a result of a friend's greediness and insatiable love for money.

The pain of being scammed by one you trust so much is very disheartening and heartbreaking. I was left with nothing because I invested everything I had in a business with my friend who later made away with everything. Each time I remember that I have a lot of bills to pay and a loan to clear, I feel more depressed. I wish I will get over this and bounce back well.

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