Stick Around

It's been a long while since I last posted in here and if not now, then I don't know when.
Times have been tough for all of us and as life was beating me up with growth in many painful ways I always tried to go through it all with positivity until I couldn't.
And I still can't.

If you don't have anything nice to say then don't say it right?
Truth be told I'm a very negative person by nature, knowing that lately, I've not been the most pleasant human being I've decided to refrain from saying anything at all.
(Let's not forget I'm very very opinionated)

I've always felt like "there's something wrong" with the world, after all, you don't end up in politics at such a young age if you're not trying to change something.
And for that, I'm very proud of my young self - you go, Maria.
But little did I know I was about to start taking my red pill.
Up until days ago, I thought the red pill was this one HUGE moment that would change my life forever and from that on, I would be enlightened, in some form transcend with some Tchaikovsky in the background.
However, it's been more like tumbling down a staircase that has no end.

These last 3 years seemed to have sped up the process.
As I had the feeling that time is flying by faster and faster, also everything else, above all, misinformation.
The problem is, once you start digging, discovering, and uncovering things, you want to keep doing it.
I've read too much, I had this moment where I was reading and listening about stoicism trying to be more like that.
Then having my wage-slave life always bringing up more problems, I was overwhelmed.

Not seeing any forecast for huge changes and believing I'm turning some switches in my head, I will be back posting on Hive but I'm not promising that every post will be positive.
I have some serious worldwide matter sometimes I would like to bring up.
Finally have a good camera now so who knows I bring out my futile side from time to time with some spot-on makeup.
Maybe this Friday we get back to the wines.

Well Hive, I'm back baby!