Heart kept close for as to distance

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You're so haunted by life
Always on the run
Fearing to get triggered
Holding on a smoking gun

Feeling is poison that could kill you
Heart kept close for as to distance
Lies as prayers to your truth
'till death rise at witness-stand

I preach for your revival
Vow to your awaking
Hold my breath for the arrival
You run while I wait hiding