Live or die

I just thinking for a long time. Why we are living? We know, someday we r going to die and still triying to allive. Is it make sense? Last a couple of week, my all friend turn back to me. I don't know why... It makes me sad. And really don't wanna live anymore.

In the word they told me "you r our bestfriend" and some project day I realized that they didn't take me their project group, and then stopped to talking with me. Are they real friends?

In our world the all relationshipse are interest relationship. If they need you, they want you. If they don't need you, they don't want you. That's all.

I never loved any lifeless thinks before, today I realized that if I love them they will never sad me.

NOW I ONLY LOVE MY COMPUTER, MY REAL LOVE WHO NEVER SAD ME ANYMORE...