Worst Enemy Within

Life is not always easy; there will be times of pain, sorrow, sadness, Worry, and anxiety that come from within, not from the outside world. Nobody is conspiring to bring you down. You're making something for yourself...
What you are on the inside creates the reality around you. It makes no difference whether you're scared or broke. There is always a way to make things right. But we must remember that nothing is permanent and that everything will pass.
The only way to cross the worry, anxiety, pain, and sorrow is not to simply cross it...
Simply going through it makes you strong enough to crush it every step you take the next time...
Sorrow makes the pain worse. Sad worry within you keeps you down, and keeping you down will kill you over time... You never know when or what will happen... Unless you recognize the savior within, you will be your own worst enemy.
The art comes from my pain, worry, and anxiety as I strive to become the strongest of the strongest.
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Going through the process

Body and hand

Idea about more detail how i am

Why can't go with same color?

Lets put some wrinkles

Sadness dont off my firey eyes

Lets put togther

And my hair...

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Final art