My Apologies

Christmas is fast approaching. Other parts of the world are blanketed by thick white snow while here in Philippines, we are constantly bombarded by storms and frequent rains. But today's season and weather is not the real matter here, guys. But the reason of my hiatus.

I just want to say sorry guys for not posting an update for how many days or weeks already. Being a graduating student is hard, really hard. Thesis, activities, and exams, all of these plus professors that make my life a living hell, yes a living hell. I really wanted to write but these are keeping me from doing so. In the battle between my passion and my future, it is always the future that wins and passion always comes second. This month and last November, I felt so alone and sad to the point I've lost interest on the things I am fond of doing. Writer's block engulfed me and stopped me from writing a poem and essay and I even skipped writing a journal entry.

In my page on Facebook, Leero de Pepperoni, and in my account on Tumblr, I am in the state of hiatus too. It seems that I don't have the will and energy to create one. My life without writing is a total mess.

But when I remembered my goal and my friends, which are my number 1 supporters and motivators, and you guys, I am now back on track. I am now motivated to write, to do things, even chores and errands, I want to do it all while I still have time. I want to inspire other people again through my writings to be themselves and to love themselves. You are the reason why I exist in this field, in the field of writing.

I'll end this now with a greetings of Merry Christmas and a happy new year! Take care of yourselves always!

@isidrodesilva