my mind at 3am

obsessive & possessive: i become when i am attached

smoking cigarettes reminds me of you 

i watched you go and i didn't say goodbye 

i tried calling to see if you were home...safe

but it went straight to voicemail 

you held me so much today 

and i really liked it 

but i was scared about everyone seeing 

how dumb of me

you're a bit self-obsessed 

so if i told you that you're beautiful 

would that be news to you?

we shared a cigarette 

its crazy to think our lips touched the same end 

we basically kissed :0

i did kiss you. On the cheek twice

did you like it?

i hope you didn't just walk out of my life

thinking of you is risky because my mother doesn't know i'm doing this

when i told you i wanted to die you held me tight

i felt like shit bit that felt nice