Ups and downs

My life lol really you want to know about my life well it's not been a bad life pretty normal I'd say but who knows what normal is and I'm not really a story teller so it ain't going to be a feet up and a glass of wine job whilst reading I'm 48 live in the UK and was born in Wales UK which i lived there till i was 8 and then moved to the east end of London wow that was a bit of a shock i moved due to parents divorcing . Well anyway i now loved it busy London buses busy roads and so busy busy no feilds and sheep grazing around no relaxing busy busy and no Freinds but not for long i made a few but having the different voice made me feel insecure so stopped going school bunked off as i actually hated it but hey don't everyone hate school so no more school for me from 14 which looking now was not good got n with wrong crowd started taking a few naughty things started smoking and drinking which drinking crept up slowly untill at the age of 46 i was drinking 2 bottols of wine a day and became a bit fat wino embarrassed my kids on occasions because by now I've got married teo kids divorced married again another child divorced well i drank took a few drugs slept with hundreds of men and so much more but has my life changed well it's like it says my life is always ups and downs cheers that me for now