emptiness (poetry)

Emptiness feels this self without you
Only your shadow covers my heart
Until even the sun dimmed its light
Honest now, tomorrow and forever
I can not live without you

Restless, anxious, and upset
Always
I live every day
Want to throw away all the memories
But it's all very difficult

Heartache raging in this body
Want to rebel to forget things that ever happened
Just as rain pours water into the foliage
Then go and leave all the memories

This is where this self feels empty
A life that has no purpose
And the dead body will lose