Raindrops On My Soul

The sound of the rain,
is making me insane.
I act plain,
but inside, it feels like I am dyin'.

Closing my eyes,
to put my tears in disguise.
My head is filled with alibis,
my thoughts are too deep---I couldn't understand what it implies.

Every drops of the rain on the roof,
made me gone aloof---
from the person that I used to be,
I was lost abruptly.

My emotions are tangled in a web of pain,
I thought I would heal...
but it's getting worst than before,
I can't handle this anymore.

The surrounding is silent.
yet, my head isn't.
My mind is a maelstrom,
where chaos hold its hand.

How many times would I run off from this turbulence?

A silence so pure, where my heart can find its voice, is all I long for.

Pain is a heavyweight,
that stabs my soul every minute.

They've said, it too shall pass...
but I guess, I will be the one who will passed...

Where could I find a remedy?
to cure my heart that is bloody.

My soul lost its path again,
and my existence is in vain.
Please, drops of the rain,
recuperate my ankle's sprain...

So I could go back home,
to watch you with a sweet smile, in my window pane.

Oh please, heavens door, I am begging you to save me from this sorrow,
for it feels like there is no tomorrow.
I am feeling so blue,
is this the lieu?
for not following you?

Taking sighs,
up to the skies...
Out of balance,
in a forlorn ambiance.

I am exhausted,
by grief, I am bombarded.
“You are a loner!” they said,
maybe they are just being candid.

Oh, my heart have been a target of an arrow,
so now, it is cryin' with sorrow.
The wind let go a cold blows,
that causes my lane to have hollows.

Hold my hand

Pull me up,

Draw me close,

Save me...

for I am fallin... slow.
I am feeling so low...
I don't know. but...

I hope, after this rain there would be a rainbow, and see my self glow.

Because for now, I am a gloomy corner,
a silent mourner...

who whisper my screams,
in the silence of the rain.