Introspection... (Original Poem)

Is it the choice that make life better?
I wonder sometimes,
What would have happened if I chose not to break one of them..

While walking behind the circus schedule,
I forgot something important,
I left it there for a reason, I suppose,
But I can't seem to remember it now,
Does this make it less hurtful?

How did you do that?
I always wonder,
Where'd you get that kind of script written for your life?
Share me the author's name,
I might try to convince him for mine..

Connecting the dots,
I messed up the outcome,
It wasn't supposed to be drawn out like this,
I barely remember the original,
Will this excuse be enough to let me off the hook?
Will the jury pass the judgement in my support?

How come my program came with a bug ?
How come I didn't get to be the one ?
How come time became my most fierce enemy of them all ?
How come I never won against the time or its crimes ?

Don't even try, you wouldn't able to fathom it.. It isn't meant to be. Trust me, when I tell you, that there's no secret. It is, for it's not known..