Still Learning How to Let Go

Things have been really hard lately, and I feel like I’ve been walking through a tough path for a while now. I’m trying my best to stay grounded and accept things as they are. For a year now, I’ve been trying to stick to a diet and lose weight, but it’s been incredibly difficult. I keep falling off track, even though I know the key is just to keep going...

I had coffee with one of my new friends, but honestly, I didn’t enjoy it much. It’s been a long time since I lost my closest friend, and somehow, I can’t seem to connect deeply with anyone else. You know that kind of friendship where you do everything together, share everything, experience life side by side… it’s been about three years since I had that.

This is the backpack I got from Decathlon in Germany — the one I used during my trips. Those days feel so far away now. The golden time of performing, traveling across Europe with everything I needed… I miss those days deeply. I keep telling God, "Please don’t let that be the end," but I have no idea what’s next for me.

So, I guess I’ll just keep going