learing how to be a hacker

so I have little to none experience with hacking only a couple youtube tutorials , I am aslo dyslexic and find it hard to learn but I going to be challenging my self and go on a ethical hacking course I think I can do it I tend to learn ok when things are dumbed down a bit but I seem to be understanding what iv been watching on youtube hear is a couple links to what iv been learning

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pL9q2lOZ1Fw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F78UdORll-Q
these are the only 2 that I'm going to upload keep tuned for more on what I learn on my journey