abortion..

once she said:
"I visited my doctor the last time a week ago, he asked me when are you going to marry .. you will rest a lot because you are a very fertile girl and that is a good thing. You may not yet realize how lucky you are, other than you visit me to try to have children while you come to me here every time for an abortion
.. Yes, I aborted two days ago. Every time I get pregnant I imagine the child's sex and then give it a name. Every time I miscarry, I cry a lot, weep for that microscopic being, to the point of fatigue..."