BROKEN

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Wandering thoughts, sleepless nights
I say to myself, can I ever be fixed??
My sanity a stranger to me, I find myself
Drowning away In a whirlpool of Sadness.
Is this life I say to myself, dumfounded at
How I was made and broken Again.

Trust became something I swore,
Never to give our Again, what a gravely
Mistake I made, lost in my thoughts, only
To be brought back by the sharp pains,
Of a broken man. Why, why ?? I ask
Myself.

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Cried and cried, eyes swollen, heart sore
Realization hitting, no one knows my pain,
Lost in the deep waters of betrayal, suffocating me away. Wishing and wishing I never gave it out,
A grave mistake I made, regrets taunting me.

Depression becomes my abode, and music
A way to soothe my pains, my heart languishing
In pain. Needing to take a break from reality, I give in to solitude, hating myself for given it out.
I learn to teach my heart to accept the damages,
Done. Alas!!.