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🏜🎬JUST A LAZY WEEKEND ! SAY ELLO TO MY LITTLE FRIENDS🐿🏜🎬

 

  🎬🏜THAT DESERT LIFE: COOL LITTLE CREATURES📽️🏜


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🐿FRANCESCA AND THE CHIPMUNKS 🐿

So I had to get out yesterday for another MRI amd afterwards, we stopped at Wendy's (I needed a Baconator... OMG IT WAS SO F!#

@#%GOOD).Iwassittingthereandthesecutelittleguyscameandhungoutwithme.Ilovethisdesertlife.SomanywillsaythedesetisdeadbutthoseofyouwhofollowmypostknowIbumpintowildlifeallthetime.Fromsnakes,toravens;burros,tohorsesandevenhugebunniesandchipmunks!!Theseguysweresocute.Theycommunicatewithaloudwhistle.Heendedupinvitingsomeofhisfriends.Ithinklllreturntothislittlespotfromtimetotimetosayhello.Whoknows,maybeI'llhavegrand-chickmunkssoon.Lol.</p>https://images.hive.blog/DQmUExTpgXCQhEFuySrocfpAXz4F8dLd3nfPzqQvjYjvV3r/202006051.gif<p>AfewmoreappointmentsandIshouldhaveabetterunderstandingofwhatsgoingon.Ivejustbeenstayinglowkey.Sittinginonsomediscordshowsthatmakemelaughbuteventhen,laughinghurts.SoIcantgetonasmuchasIdliketo.LatelyIvejustbeenconservingenergy.IthinkIlikedtogetsolostinsocialmediabeforebecauseitwasadistraction.Withmyblockchainstuff,itgavemepurpose.NowthesedaysanythingIdo,nomatterwhatitis;justdoesntstop.</p><p>Thepainneverstops.Sodistractionsjustdontcutit.Iwantmypaintobeworthit.SoI'dratherrideahorsethantype,yaknow?Eventhoughthehorsewouldkillme;I'datleasthavesomenewmemoriestoshowforit.AlsoIlikebeingpresentinmyownlifemore.RightnowIdontneeddistraction.Ineedthepaintopushmetofight.Ineedthereminder.NomatterhowmuchIhateit,Ineedit.</p>https://images.hive.blog/DQmbWEkN8pZs8CVAFYbB6CE32VPHCMR5WhhwSMZKakSxvdf/20200606125354.jpg<p>Andjustkeepmyselfontask,presentandfocused.ItssohardwhenyouareliterallytearingapartbutIpromiseyou.Immabeabad@@#% GOOD). I was sitting there and these cute little guys came and hung out with me. I love this desert life. So many will say the deset is dead but those of you who follow my post know I bump into wildlife all the time. From snakes, to ravens; burros, to horses and even huge bunnies and chipmunks!! These guys were so cute. They communicate with a loud whistle. He ended up inviting some of his friends. I think lll return to this little spot from time to time to say hello. Who knows, maybe I'll have grand-chickmunks soon. Lol. </p> https://images.hive.blog/DQmUExTpgXCQhEFuySrocfpAXz4F8dLd3nfPzqQvjYjvV3r/20200605_133612_1_1.gif <p>A few more appointments and I should have a better understanding of whats going on. Ive just been staying low key. Sitting in on some discord shows that make me laugh but even then, laughing hurts. So I cant get on as much as Id like to. Lately Ive just been conserving energy. I think I liked to get so lost in social media before because it was a distraction. With my blockchain stuff, it gave me purpose. Now these days any thing I do, no matter what it is; just doesnt stop. </p> <p>The pain never stops. So distractions just dont cut it. I want my pain to be worth it. So I'd rather ride a horse than type, ya know? Even though the horse would kill me; I'd atleast have some new memories to show for it. Also I like being present in my own life more. Right now I dont need distraction. I need the pain to push me to fight. I need the reminder. No matter how much I hate it, I need it. </p> https://images.hive.blog/DQmbWEkN8pZs8CVAFYbB6CE32VPHCMR5WhhwSMZKakSxvdf/20200606_125354.jpg <p>And just keep myself on task, present and focused. Its so hard when you are literally tearing apart but I promise you. Imma be a bad @
B!+(# . Its not easy feeling what I feel. Its beyond pain and I have a greater understanding of the concepts of body and mind. Boy are they seperate. I couldn'tever articulate the things that this pain this suffering has brought me. I hope to understand and carry those lessons with me. Wherever my future takes me.


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