Feelings of my Fatherhoodness

At the age of 28 when I got married, i had no plan of having baby. I thought at least 3 years later we will try for baby. But when within only 1.5 year of marrige i become father, then financially and mentally i wasn't ready. Because
Then i just started my job with only 20k.

But this angel occupied me slowly. His smile, cry, sleeping style & other attitude make me his fan. I became more responsible & caring to him. He teaches me what is fatherhood.

Then I started to feeling about fatherhood. I also realised my father's feelings. At my childhood my father was over caring. But today I can feel, he was cautious about my health, education & overall my future. But my father can't make me understood about his feelings. So I am trying to became friend of my son. I am trying to teach him from my life. I am enjoying my fatherhood.