Forest no work

Want to forget about you
Someone who can only slice the heart
Until the pain was felt for years
As if there was no cure
As if there were no bidders.

Looks like you forced me to hate you
Hate the name that once filled my prayer of prayer prayer
Hate the face I once worked with my fingers
Hated the body that once hugged me firmly.

Should I hate it and forget it?
Can I lose it in my memory?
Can I close my eyes without looking at her face?
God help me, really want to get rid of him in my memory space