Where Have I been?

It took you so long to come out strong.
Then now, you are out drunk in the drinking song.
So easy..,
No smiles..,
Is this how the lifesong?
You didn't stopped to look back.
You make assumptions, and then you make decisions.
The wind blows.., where have i been?
You have really not seen me right here infront of you.
Wish i can stop this feelings.
But i still see those painting we did together.
Did we teach us how to love?
Or maybe you could try to remember those hard times we forgave us and tried harder again.
Is this fair?
Wherw have i been?