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Overloaded with work [Esp/Eng]

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✨ Holaa hivers, espero que en esta oportunidad se encuentren bien. / Hi hivers, hope you are doing well this time around✨

El mes de marzo para mi estuvo lleno de un montón de cosas que me colapsaron, tuve que hacer diligencias, ir para acá, para allá, tenía nuevo trabajo por hacer además de estar super llena de ganas de compartir acá muchas cosas con todos ustedes, sin embargo, todas las responsabilidades que tenía me superaron y me aplastaron. Estuve días intentando hacer todo al mismo tiempo, escribía una pequeña parte de un post y luego iba con mi trabajo como community manager, luego diseñaba un flyer, era una completa locura.

The month of March for me was full of a lot of things that collapsed me, I had to run errands, go here, go there, I had new work to do besides being super full of desire to share here many things with all of you, however, all the responsibilities that I had overcome me and crushed me. I spent days trying to do everything at the same time, I would write a small part of a post and then go to my job as a community manager, then design a flyer, it was complete madness.

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Pero todo fue por no organizarme bien, por dejar que todo me aplastara totalmente, y es que, este mes no me esperaba tener un nuevo cliente en el trabajo, un cliente que implicaba bastante trabajo para mi, amo mi trabajo así que no es algo malo, pero si que necesitaba mucho mucho tiempo de mi parte.

But it was all because I didn't organize myself well, because I let everything totally crush me, and this month I didn't expect to have a new client at work, a client that meant a lot of work for me, I love my job so it's not a bad thing, but it did need a lot of time on my part.

Todo esto porque el trabajo consistía en reestructurar toda la imagen de una empresa en su cuenta en Instagram, estuve buscando paletas de colores, tipografías, un montón de cosas para hacer mi trabajo más bonito y mostrarle al cliente todas mis propuestas, sin embargo me vi colapsada cuando ninguna le parecía gustar. Por lo que me sentí mal, muy mal, sentía que quizás no estaba rindiendo lo suficiente o que mi esfuerzo en cierta forma no se veía, en parte por eso estuve olvidada de Hive durante varios días. Lo cual hizo que también me sintiera incapaz de crear algo bonito.

All this because the job was to restructure the entire image of a company in their Instagram account, I was looking for color palettes, fonts, a lot of things to make my work more beautiful and show the client all my proposals, however, I was collapsed when none of them seemed to like it. So I felt bad, very bad, I felt that maybe I wasn't performing well enough or that my effort was somehow not being seen, partly because of that I forgot about Hive for several days. Which also made me feel incapable of creating something beautiful.

Y todo esto lo digo después de pasar horas llorando porque sentía que no podía con todo lo que tenía por hacer, para mi sorpresa, el cliente decidió elegir algo bastante sencillo, lo cual me sorprendió un montón, en parte no era lo que quería pero si facilitó mucho mi trabajo, aún así todo el tiempo que invertí en hacer un mejor trabajo por un momento sentí que había sido tiempo perdido, pero no, es tiempo ganado, aprendí más y me superé a mi misma en mi parte creativa, por mucho que el resultado no haya sido lo que yo haya esperado y no se haya hecho nada con las cosas con las cuales más puse esfuerzo, no significa que estas no me hayan ayudado a seguir mejorando.

And I say all this after spending hours crying because I felt I couldn't handle everything I had to do, to my surprise, the client decided to choose something quite simple, which surprised me a lot, partly it was not what I wanted but it made my job a lot easier, even so, all the time I invested in doing a better job for a moment I felt it was time wasted, but no, it is time gained, I learned more and I surpassed myself in my creative part, even if the result was not what I expected and nothing was done with the things I put more effort into, it does not mean that they did not help me to keep improving.

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A veces nos abrumamos demasiado por cosas que son bastante simples, si tan solo en medio de ese caos y estrés hubiese parado, decidido tomar un respiro y luego seguir, probablemente mi mes hubiese tenido un mejor resultado, sin embargo, ahora en retrospectiva tengo mucho que analizar y que mejorar para que eso no vuelva a sucederme o a sobrepasarme. Suelo ser muy exigente conmigo en todo lo que hago y al no cumplir mis metas siento que me castigo a mi misma por eso y es algo que sin duda debo cambiar.

Sometimes we get too overwhelmed by things that are quite simple, if only in the midst of that chaos and stress I had stopped, decided to take a breath and then continue, probably my month would have had a better outcome, however, now in retrospect I have a lot to analyze and improve so that this does not happen again or exceed me. I tend to be very demanding of myself in everything I do and by not meeting my goals I feel like I am punishing myself for that and it is something I definitely need to change.

Mi consejo para mi misma y para el que le pueda servir, en medio del caos y del estrés, siempre tomar un tiempo, obligarse a tomarlo y replantearse toda la situación, escribir en una lista las cosas que se tienen que hacer y ordenarla por prioridades, detenerse a pensar que las cosas si se pueden hacer después de tomarse un café o un té, la vida es una sola y no podemos pasarla todo el tiempo estresados, no sabemos en que momento nos vamos a ir.

My advice for myself and for those who can help, in the middle of chaos and stress, always take some time, force yourself to take it and rethink the whole situation, write on a list the things you have to do, and order it by priorities, stop to think that things can be done after having a coffee or a tea, life is only one and we can not spend all the time stressed, we do not know when we are going to leave.

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Replies (5)

Notice many "new users" on Hive? Not many, like this place is a disease. No outside communities bringing in new comers. No other sites having many links or no links to any articles from Hive on sites that show professional interests they view as noteworthy to a profession or hobby. Hive articeles are rare on reddit.com. Wouldnt people post on reddit.com with links to their articles attracting their own new following and groups? No crypto forums acknowledge Hive exists as a place to be either. Ever seen a person asking for support show a way to give support with HIVE listed as a supporting wallet address? Is there a world address on Hive for countries made more unfortunate because of Hive? Would a large Hive holder or large earner of Hive donate a LARGE amount of Hive to help support Ukraine? What? Support something thing that could attract unwanted media attention? Nothing to see here......I dont get out much though.

People are hiding exposure to Hive. People either play dumb, could be scared or intimidated, mislead or dont beilieve it. Maybe just not electronically cultured enough to know. Who knows. Its mostly fake with fake attention paid for by people with ill intentions as many do gloating in their own groups special mindset. Such a small town here to support this kind of high pay. Who is buying Hive tokens with no notable new user base coming in? People trying to buy this place as a grooming ground on the sly. Articles that arent in the interests of their own goals and views dont get much attention. I dont see many high paid articles I would put on a real news sites or link to as noteworthy. Be part of one of their groups and they groom you. They buy comment and article writers in ways that keep their lies hidden. Here to take our FREEDOMS completely in treason as the sacks of shit they are.

Most interest groups and businesses have discord rooms on the side because they wont talk here or more able to teach views there to shill out of public view. They can do odd stuff to you in discord rooms they cant do here. I’ve seen people get mugged and shaken down in discords, be careful while visiting new discords, even if they are a business. They shut down the discord room along with all of the evidence of their crimes the group around @fyrstikken and his discord server @steemspeak. They also hide behind skirts there while on the creep like they do in the new ones they are in.

The operators doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved in the same discord groups around @fyrstikken and friends. Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. Shes in some groups with seemingly detached characters that dont even acknowledge the others in the group, looking oddly staged. She starts projects and does nothing with it or the delegations after its used to sway people. Like @steempowertwins does<------fake along with her @teamgood <------fake. No substance in her comments and has a following that adores her for what? Life coach she is not nor is she insightful with any meaningful skills to follow. Ruler of pixie dust maybe? I would like for someone to show me but probably wont out fear maybe? @fyrstikken groups around him down voted me into censored and not viewable on my accounts as soon I told what they were doing.

I cant prove @battleaxe is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing V2K because she cant and could care less. I guarantee she knows this is going around and still wont prove it because she cant. Many of us here can prove what they have been doing to survive the past 5 years. What does she live off of? It definitely isnt in public view here.

I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have been trying to kill me using RNM with applied V2K mental games while revealing as many accessories to the crime as they can. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. Pretty serious accusations to just blow off and leave the crypto community hanging in fear of this danger.

They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome. They should start by looking at the communications between the top witnesses of Hive and the connection to @fyrstikken groups. Google his fucking name and see where his other interests lie around at least once maybe? The connections between @fyrstikken groups and all the exchanges built for Hive? Bet that would reveal some crazy ball less nutty shit. Homeland security should start preparing for their own incarcerations seeing how sloppy this was done. Patriot act my ass. Think we are really fools? Bad position your not getting out of. Dont be last to blow the whistle. Who will protect you?

People in and around @fyrstikkens groups are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 long torturing years and counting. That is a long time to wait for someone to die.

What would you say while having a gun pointed at your head from an undisclosed location? Have people find it? My hands are tied while they play like children with a gun to my head. Its a terrorist act on American soil while some yawn and say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and why nothing is being done. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control that have ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers prevented from telling the truth from being treated as criminals? Not to mention civilians we let our leaders treat the same way. https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism-terrorism