MY MISTAKES AND I

I HAVE MADE SO MANY MISTAKES BUT NONE HAVE CAUSED ME THIS MUCH.
I HAVE SAID SO MANY WORDS BUT NONE HAS HAS HURT ME THIS MUCH.
DAYS GO BY LIKE DUST AND EVERYTHING SEEMS THE SAME.
I FEAR FOR THE WORST BUT I HOPE FOR THE BEST.
I TRY TO LAUGH, I TRY TO SMILE BUT THE HARDER I TRY, THE HARDER THE PAIN.
I TRY TO MOVE ON AND BE CALM BUT EACH STEP I TAKE, TAKES ME BACK TO MY MISTAKES.
I DON'T HAVE SCARS, I DON'T HAVE BRUISES BUT THE PAIN I FEEL PLUNGES MY HEART.
BUT THEN, I DISCOVERED THAT SERENITY IS NOT THE ABSENT OF CONFLICT BUT THE ABILITY TO COPE WITH IT.........