Single mom

how do we do it stay calm when everything is falling apart smile and put on a happy face in front of our babies and wait to cry our selves to sleep... how do we find the courage and strength to get up every morning and work a job that dont ever give you enough for all your bills to be paid and never enough to put food on the table but some how as single mothers without child support find a way... we stay positive for our little ones we go hunry so they have enough to eat we go without sleep working so hard so they can sleep well in a nice warm bed our children will never know what we did as single mothers to let them have a happy life but as a single mother i will never wish to go back and change anything bc these moments in life are for them and their happiness is what means the most to me