I'm tired

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I mean. I'm just so mentally and physically exhausted here. I came here some months ago with the hope of getting my life back together with the little i get for here. I have even earned up to a dollar for a post. I mean, this is just too cruel. I see the top guys making a lot from their posts. Its so frustruating. I tried everything, read the rules and followed them. I just can't.......