It's not over

It’s not over ‘till it’s over...
I will not quit,
I’ll live with it -
My foot steps forth once more;
I might be slow
and just don’t know
at times be shaken to the core.

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It’s not over ‘till it’s over
Though I’d wish…
I could perish -
And end this suffering at last
Feelings of fret
shame and regret
fearing both future and past

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But it’s not over ‘till it’s over
The Now is the key to all
And even if I fall
-That is part of this game as well-
To get up again
there’s not only pain
We create our heaven and hell