Awake

On nights like this
I feel amiss
Every memory gets me so pissed

I think too much
Unable to escape this nightmare's touch

I try to remember all that's occurred
Everything is blurred

The good marred by the bad
I can't help but become frustratingly mad

Life's web has been spun
It's all been said and done

But the memories in my head still come like a flood
I become stuck like a stick in mud
And my head swells from the pools of my past's blood

My emotion goes whack out of control
Like a tempest, I swish and roll

I become raptured by rage
Inflamed by the events in each page

And I wage
A battle to my wrongdoers in each stage

I wanna forget all the things that were said
And all that they did

But it's impossible
When I feel so horrible

So I do the only thing that I can do
Plan my revenge in full
And stamp it in my thoughts like a tattoo

Its only than that I'm able to calm
Unwind the ticking time bomb