True love

As many of you know … I’ve been in love twice or at least what I thought was love …. I watched something today … and they said love was endless … electric … And something you fight for … and I agree …. The two men I have loved in my life … I have loved wholeheartedly…. And despite the pain they caused me …. And all the anger … I still love them …. I wouldn’t want to be with them …. But I love them … if that makes sense …. I fought and fought and fought for them …. But it didn’t work out ,.. I truly believe I loved them … but I’m not sure if they loved me the same way ….. I loved them … but I question if they loved me ….. I fought for them … made a fool of myself in doing so … but they didn’t fight for our love … so maybe for them … it wasn’t really love. Who knows ?