johnadams00

I hate autism and bi-polar

And the only thing that works is cannabis oil but it's illegal. I'm tired of suffering and not having a purpose. I have no idea what to do. I'm tired. Can't even go in public..

tired of being a worthless retard

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Sometimes I want to die

I've been in bad shape especially the past 20 years, 35 now. Mild autism and bi-polar with a nerve disorder has made things unbearable and I don't have a single friend. And the one medication that st…

Daily Bible Verse - Psalm 73:26

Please message me for any prayer requests!

Daily Bible Verse Art - Matthew 5:11

Get Organized!

Get Organized! (click for the video, still trying to figure that out. Maybe I should be better organized.) Number One Tip! Get a Moleskine Notebook! 4. Moleskine Notebook

My First Video (A Christian with Aspergers who loves Cannabis)

My First YouTube Video: A Christian with Aspergers. (It's about 5 year old but I'm generally the same. A bit different knowing about the Autism part the past 5 for sure. (video in this link) This is…

How Bad do you Want Jesus? Where are Your Passions?

Have you been knocking and seeking with all your might and strength in desperation?Have you been reading His Word and crying in prayer desperate for His Love? Do you wake up asking God this; “how can…

Exploring Synthetics

Exploring Synthetics This video below by Alexandar Shulgun called "Dirty Pictures is great underrated film and lets you into the one of the greatest minds in the history of Chemistry I was obsessed w…

Fade Away

Fade Away Colors they all fade away, life I feel I cannot stay Life expected nowhere near, death and darkness now I fear Time I see is breaking down, smiling faces turn to frown Traded jewels for bro…