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maryam.charmi

@maryam.charmi

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi Jul 11, 2018, 1:23 PM UTC

Forget about others , in the darkness even your shadown leaves you alone.

So what can we expect from others? There would be many who would nd come nd go. Some would leave an impact nd others would turn out to be a harsh lesson. But it's ok you would shed tears, morn for th…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi Jun 18, 2018, 1:42 PM UTC

Eyes

NO. Yes, the grief did soften me but at the same time it makes me want to kill myself. I wake up every morning and wish I were dead. No, my suffering did not strengthen me. There are days I get six p…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi Jun 15, 2018, 5:14 AM UTC

It’s interesting that I read it the opposite way “if

you’ve never cried lying in your bed... then I’m sorry”. I did cry like that, quite a few times. Most of the time freely but sometimes having to be silent because my daughter was sleeping nearby. It…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi Jun 9, 2018, 9:09 PM UTC

have to live in a world

I have to live in a world where things are possible. The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live in possibility- in a chance that things, good things, must still lay ahead. Withou…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi May 31, 2018, 7:29 PM UTC

I have to live in a world where things are possible.

The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live in possibility- in a chance that things, good things, must still lay ahead. Without that I lose all will to participate in the world, t…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi May 28, 2018, 12:42 PM UTC

Happened so frequently over 3 to 4 years in the past, including almost an entire year

Happened so frequently over 3 to 4 years in the past, including almost an entire year of crying every damn night and then waking up crying. But now the same things just don't hurt anymore. They don't…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi May 27, 2018, 8:23 PM UTC

It’s been 5 months I started walking every morning at 4:30 am from my comfort home to workplace

❤️. It’s been 5 months I started walking every morning at 4:30 am from my comfort home to workplace . It takes me 30 to 45 minutes . Those almost an hour of walking it didn’t find me tired or afraid…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi May 27, 2018, 2:59 PM UTC

like to be that one who will listen to everything

I like to be that one who will listen to everything you want to say, everything that you need to say. I like to advice people as they need. I like to be the one who gives the hand just to try to show…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi May 27, 2018, 12:40 AM UTC

Personally,i love you

i was raised by very traditional parents and i was brought up being afraid of the rod and/or the palm of my mother's hand - things that'd hit me if i did something wrong. That is how discipline is fo…

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maryam.charmi
@maryam.charmi May 26, 2018, 10:43 AM UTC

and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of dawn"

I remember biking to work at like... 4 in the morning. The route I took goes by this big river and it's pitch black. There were geese and they flew away into over water as I passed by. Their big wing…

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